Closure Baby....Closure

Ok just so you know this is my second attempt at this posting...my computer ate the last one....

So Yesterday a wierd not so fun day but turned out to be a good day....ya I don't really get it either. Just read on it should make sense at the end.

I was being messaged by friends that were telling me they are either by a pool, or at a beach or took the day off...I was sooo jealous thats all I wanted to do and was not motivated to continue working. But for all you lucky ones out pfffffft...pretend this is one of those sarcastic smiley faces that you can do on BBM or messenger.I knew when I got home the fun would continue with the messages as I was flinging one liners back at everyone. Although I had an added bonus of cleaning the house and laundry.

So I put on a pair of heals that I had to break in for tonight and did laundry. I did 2 loads and then attacked the kitchen. Yes all in heals. While in the kitchen I looked at the last 7 boxes I have left sitting in my living room. These are the 7 boxes of filing, memories and a few other things that I just don't want to set up because it reminds me of Big A.
So I finished dishes and like a bat out of hell jumped on those 7 boxes. They had all the memories all the photos, the picnic stuff and the ticket stubs. But after 2 hours of sorting it they have been tossed, memories of mexico and oregon are all gone. But....then I got to South Africa.....huff...that's where it hit me that I'm closing another door. I organized everything that I wanted to keep and everything I wanted to toss and...well....I got 'er done!
Wooohooo I don't have to worry about those stupid boxes anymore. I'm so proud of myself. This marks another mile stone in the "erase all memory of Big A" healing process.

Thank you speedy healing gods, who ever is listening to my wishes "I FREAKIN' LOVE YOU!"