A moment of silence

Today was a sad sad day. I had to toss a pair of kitten heals that served me well for at least 3 years. I loved them so much. Ladies hold your shoes close 'cause you never know when they'll have to leave you. Life is short charish every moment you have with your beloved pumps, strappies, kitten heels, boots, flip flops and slippers.

I bought these shoes for $40 at a sterling shoe sale. It was love at first site. They practically jumped off the shelf and into my hands. They were black with a lite dusty rosey color panel on the sides only. I had to get them heeled like 14 times 'cause we went everywhere together. *sigh* my ladies were so loyal and kind to my feet. They loved me just as much as I loved them!

You'll never be forgotten little honeys....never!

RIP little ladies!

So Good, But sooo.....

As you can see, from the above picture....I'M BROKEN!

No not my shoe...but this could happen today. I'm a mess!

NO SLEEP = BROKEN WACKTARD Sweetpea...how am I supposed to sell anything today!

Shoe Feelings....

So Trixie and I talked yesterday and she came up with the idea that I should post more photos of shoes to help tell my story. Well here we go!

See these shoes...these are me...half exposed and half blanketed from EVERYTHING! Half of my foot feels a little chill when the other half is perfectly fine being covered from everything and NEVER wanting to face the naked truth. Yep shoes can tell you how a girls feeling.

Boys take notes!

If a girl is wearing an open toed shoe she's probably feeling a little flirty but just needs to get her to do list done.

If a girl is wearing a strapy stiletto shoe then she is a total flirt and wants all eyes on her. (totally nothing wrong with that at all as long as her outfit matches the shoe) But she is ready for a little bit o fun!

If a girl is wearing uber super high stilettos and is walking slow...she is trouble and knows how to work it. Oh yes she is a man eater (I look up to these girls)

If a girl is wearing a flat ballerina shoe she is either just dressed for comfort and just needs to get to point "B" or she is sooo the girl next door and can still work the cuteness even in flats.

If a girl is in gladiator sandles...shes trendy and craves a bit of attention. But when a stiletto is present with the gladiator shoe...yikes...boys run, this is another man eater (well that depends if you are a pansy or if you like a little challenge)

Shoes say a lot yo!

The Things I want to do before I die

And so the list begins....

1. See all the castles in Europe

2. Shake hands with a Prince

3. Get a pet dragon...just joking...it just seemed appropriate.

4. Ride a bike in France with a basket full of fresh produce

5. Watch a live "football" (Soccer) game

6. Climb Machu Picchu

7. Marry

8. Buy a pair of Manolo Blahniks

9. Go sky diving

10. Live in South Africa for a year

11. Learn to speak French and Spanish fluently

12. Become an event planner

13. Own my own home with a backyard and a front yard and a garden

14. Have a baby

15. Get a horse

What are some of the things you want to do before you die? Are they achievable? Do they have to be achievable? Naaahhh....just make the list and see how many you can check off!

1990!

A friend texts me last night....

P: I need a drink you need to come with. Not staying out late

Me: Ok whats wrong? Pick me up in 20mins

P: I'm on my way now! Be there in 10mins.

Me: Aaaahhh ok where are we going?

P: The Spike haven't been and figure it's a good spot to tell you an incriminating story!

Me: Why yes it is...it's the best spot!

So he arrives in 5mins not 10 and I was in my PJ's. So I throw on clothes and heals and race out the door.

I look at P and he looks a little....embarrassed....ashamed...green so I tell him "don't tell me anything until we get to the Spike!" (It's a neighborhood watering hole that has been in Port Moody forever. Local hangout!)

We get to the bar order our drinks and I just stare at P until he finally says "I WENT ON A DATE LAST NIGHT AND 20 MINUTES INTO THE DATE I FOUND OUT SHE WAS BORN IN 1990"
My jaw dropped and all I could say was "holy shit you're going to jail, she's only 18 and you're....you're almost 38".

HOLY CRAP...he looked at me and said "she was just being born while I was graduating from.....COLLEGE!"

Motherf*cker, looks like your judge of age sucks P!~

I think I peed!

Awoooo.....really.....awwwoooo!

So heres the thing. I'm listening to the radio on this horrible Monday Morning (ok so it's not that horrible, I'm just sleepy and haven't had my caffine fix yet) and the first song that comes on is "Shakira - she wolf". Now I was annoyed with this song to begin with but then I started to listen to the words.

One if you were going to be a she wolf would you honestly say "awwoooo" or would you try to have something that was a little more fierce and and...oh....i don't know...WOLF LIKE! Seriously lady you can shake your hips like nobodys business and you're totally hawt but you came up with a weak "awwoooo"!

So disappointing Shakira!

P.S. Kenya you are a total Douche Bag. I can't believe you did that to Taylor Swift. Beyonce, honey....you such a classy lady!

I'm good!

After sitting in a meeting for what seemed like eternity talking about our new online inventory and initiatives...blah blah blah mytelus.com....yak yak yak....more impressions to sell....babble babble babble more online training to come; I had redecorated my house in my mind, thought about the next place I'm going to visit, and made a note of things I have to do at home tonight.

Yep multitasker extrodinaire.

I found the best decal site EVER...http://www.dezignwithaz.com/
Check it out I bet you'll buy stuff! I should work for them!

So after moping around my apartment for the last couple of days I'm finally getting back to the happy side of things. It's so much better over here!
Clearly time by your self to realize that it's ok that you're by yourself its a very tricky thing to do. But I don't want to brag or anything...I mastered it!

Let me know if you have bought anything of that site!

Well Said.....

Ladies and Gentlemen of the lass of '99
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience...

I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded.
But trust me, in 20 years you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked...You're not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future; or worry, but you know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum.
The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing everyday that scares you.

SING

Don't be reckless with other peoples's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

FLOSS

Don't waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind...the race is long, and in the end, it's only with yourself. Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you suceed in doing this, tell me how. Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.

STRETCH

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life...the most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees you'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't, maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't, maybe you won't, maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary...what ever you do, don't congratualte yourself too much or berate yourself either - your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's. Enjoy your body, use it every way you can...don't be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

DANCE...even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them. DO NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly. Get to know your parents, you never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future. Understand that friends come and go, but for the precious few you should hold on. work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young. Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live in Nothern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

TRAVEL

Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you'll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out. don't mess to much with your hair, or by the time you're 40 it will look 85. Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a forme of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen....


Baz Luhrmann - Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)

Off the grid

I think its time! I'm not going to be around very much! I'm not going to go out on the weekends, no more facebook, checking phone once in the morning and once at night! Ill answer phone calls but I might not answer your text.
I do still love you all but its my time to fall under the radar for a while! Time to do some self damage control!
Ill miss you and ill back in October!

Xoxo







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Yep this sums it up!

A rant from the book "eat pray love"

They come upon me all silent and menacing like Pinkerton Detectives, and they flank me-Depression on my left, Loneliness on my right. (Hey don't need to show me. Their badges. I know these guys very well. We've been playing a cat-and-mouse game for years now. Though I admit that I am surprised to meet them in this elegant Italian garden at dusk. This is no place they belong.
I say to them,"how did you find me here? Who told you I had come to Rome?"
Depression, always the wise guy,says "What-you're not happy to see us?"
"Go away!" I tell them.
Loneliness, the more sensitive cop, says, "I'm sorry ma'am. !ut I might have to tail you the whole time you're traveling. Its my assignment."
"I'd really rather you didn't," - tell him, and he shrugs almost apologetically, but only moves closer.
Then they frisk me. They empty my pockets of any joy I had been carrying there. Depression even confiscates my identity; but he always does that. Then loneliness starts interrogating mean which I dread because it always goes on for hours. He's polite but relentless, and he always trips me up eventually. He asks if I have any reason to be happy that I know of. He asks why I am all by myself tonight, yet again. He asks why I can't keep a relationship going, why I messed things up with every man I've ever been with.........he asks where I think ill end up in my old age, if I keep living this way.
Loneliness watches and sighs, then climbs into bed and pulls the covers over himself, fully dressed, shoes and all. He's going to make me sleep with him again tonight, I just know it.





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What do you do when...

Its all about filling in the blanks!

What do you do when you like someone that doesn't like you back. And everyone around you that cares says he's not good for you but you can't help but like him!

What do you do when you want something for yourself but its just so hard to get?

What do you do when you think all the decisions you make are the wrong ones and you start asking and telling your friends that they need to make all your decision for you.

What do you do when you think that you have hit a low of all lows and that there isn't a brighter side for at least a good couple days because time is the only thing that can make you understand.

I think you impload...or melt...or end up with the biggest ulcer known to man kind!
But you'll be the strongest person for it!






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D-BAGs (aka Douche Bags)

Ranting Time:

I was listening to Virgin Radio this morning and they were talking about all those people who make the D-Bag list, and how you make the D-Bag list.
Time to pay tribute to all the nutters, eff'd up peoples and everyone else who made me say hmmmm at some point or another!

1. Guys who wear Ed Hardy stuff

2. People who don't give up there seats on the bus/skytrain/WCE to someone else who clearly could use it.

3. Girls who can't walk in their heals

4. Kid Carson and Nira Aurora

5. People who don't chew with their mouth closed

6. Girls who put on too much mascara and it turns into spider legs

7. Guys who wear a short sleeve collared shirts with their Armani long sleeved jacket Suits

8. Barnie - the big purple dino

9. People who go to the gym and work out only a little bit because they are wearing lululemon shit wear with a starbucks late and can't have their make up run

10. BOYS WITH PURSES (aka fanny packs)

11. Anybody who finds clowns funny

12. Fucktards who talk during a movie

13. High waisted bubble skirts with thin white cheap looking wife beaters, who does that.....oh wait I know!

14. Boys who fight over leopard print pillows

15. Airlines that don't have the fun TV in the head rests

Feel free to add your own D-Bag criteria.